Let’s say you find yourself at the foot of a mountain in rural Washington, looking for clarity, peace of mind and maybe a little free rehab. Then they say, “There’s no God, go sit on the floor for 10 days straight.” Lights out at 9 pm with no dinner and no talking. Of course I’m [...]
Entries Tagged as 'animals'
work and money and deer and money.
March 25th, 2013 · 1 Comment · Uncategorized
Tags:animals·buddhism·jesse·magic·money·too personal·weird·work
a depression epidemic.
November 27th, 2012 · No Comments · Uncategorized
Well, Jesse is devastated that you don’t care more about “mustached man eats head of lettuce.” He slept until 2 pm today. I took Roy out for a walk, and when I came back, he was hunched over “Best of Craigslist,” the mustache shaved and so no hope of a sequel. At least not for [...]
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four dogs, two humans.
October 9th, 2012 · 1 Comment · Uncategorized
My brain still doesn’t think my life is real life. I don’t know why, cuz I mean, look around, it’s the realest. We eat a lot of potatoes and tonight I’ve got big plans of steaming up the rest of the red cabbage. We’re like the Bucket family in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. They [...]
Tags:animals·beagles·dogs·film·jesse·magic·not writing·tv·vegan
Missoula is for lovers.
August 23rd, 2012 · 3 Comments · Uncategorized
LAST NIGHT I met David Gates for dinner at the Depot around 6:30. I heard he was back in town and I wanted to talk to him about literature and maybe ask him what I should do with my life. David wrote two books in the 90s called Jernigan and Preston Falls. These books are [...]
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getting the ball rolling on subtle cult initiation proceedings.
July 3rd, 2012 · 1 Comment · Uncategorized
It’s a full moon tonight. My concerns about the moon are pretty real. There’s that thing Gurdjieff said about earth and earthlings being a slave to the moon, and then there’s the fact that every year the moon moves 3 cm away from earth, and without the moon holding our orbit in delicate balance, we’re [...]
mid summer crisis
July 1st, 2012 · 2 Comments · Uncategorized
Forget everything that came before. It’s July First and I’d like to make a public announcement: two things matter in the month of July. 1. Crows. 2. my novel. If my feature on crows isn’t done by the end of the month, I go hungry in August. If I don’t finish my novel by the [...]
dreams, fruit, texas and so on.
June 8th, 2012 · 3 Comments · Uncategorized
I woke up feeling pretty terrible. I sleep in a shack with the door wide open so the cat can come in and out. The sun shone down on me like a baby in a goddamn manger. The shack isn’t the terrible part. I’m not unhappy about waking up in a shack. Of late I have [...]
Tags:animals·austin·buddhism·depression·dreams·missoula·portland·too personal·travel·weird
an open letter to visitors of this website.
May 29th, 2012 · 4 Comments · Uncategorized
Technically, I’m homeless. When kids downtown with clipboards ask me to sign their petition, I don’t have an address to write down, so it is: I am without a home. I’m not trying to shy away from the label. It’s a romantic idea, but I don’t know. I have an iPhone. My mom’s not rich, [...]
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