I live in Montana; it’s fucking stupid beautiful. “The last best place,” important writers have said. You can rent a cabin in the woods at Lolo Hot Springs with a weird bunk bed and an electrical outlet for 35 dollars a night. So I cancelled my Wednesday morning class and I fucking drove myself out [...]
Entries from March 1st, 2011
literally, 500+ words on what I had for dinner.
March 15th, 2011 · 4 Comments · Uncategorized
Firstly, I went to the gym, and let me tell you, it was way hard and boring. You were always in my thoughts. I couldn’t wait to get off the elliptical and write a blog post about how long and boring it was. The mind is always running; it wants to be somewhere else, and [...]
Tags:buddhism·health?·not writing
eye of the tiger.
March 14th, 2011 · 5 Comments · Uncategorized
I am a person interested in perfection, and that’s why I wore sweatpants to teach this morning. For the last two semesters, the universe has been kind enough to assign me a disproportionate number of beautiful, 18-year-old girls, and this morning I felt the need to explain my clothing choice to them. “About the sweatpants,” [...]
Tags:health?·too personal
whatever.
March 10th, 2011 · 4 Comments · Uncategorized
Not just weird and sorry, but misunderstood. I need to work on my inflection or personality or something. Stress, anxiety, depression: all the best things. When I was younger I could just check out for awhile when this happened. It’s not that hard to deliver pizzas when you’re suicidal. It’s the difference between, “Aw, bro, [...]
Day 3 and I am a Golden God.
March 3rd, 2011 · 5 Comments · Uncategorized
Sometimes I step back and look at my life and I can hardly believe that I am the person living it. I pulled out the keys to my office, and it was a tough day at my office. I had 8 hours of class and another 4 hours of reading. I took off my glasses [...]
Tags:sorry·too personal·work
games people play.
March 2nd, 2011 · 2 Comments · Uncategorized
Not to belabor the weird thing, but I try not to make conversation with people in the food service industry because I’m so weird and I assume everyone is like me in that they don’t want to be talked to. I should remember that 70% of people are extroverts and in fact, connecting with one [...]
Tags:leisure·too personal